i found back my smile...

i had forgotten hw 2 smile.. laugh.. 2 bcome happy... n all da time, i faked my smile..

i had forgetten when it's all happen.. during secondary skul life???? i had forgotten... sori..

bt 1 thing i can sure of... my secondary skul life was nt a part of gud memories... i'm trying hard jz 2 forget everything about it... if i could choose 2 erase some of my memories, i would hav chosen da 5 yrs...

da 5 yrs... it's hard 2 believe tat i've gone thru it for 5 yrs.. da life of everyday... hu were i during da 5 yrs?? corpse?? hu kno?? 

 no life... no freedom... no true frenz? i dono whether they r consider as my TRUE frenz anot... none of them kno my heart n wat were i thinking of......

anyways, da 5 yrs had bcome my past... i don wan 2 look back... n i don hav 2 look back.......

nw, i hav my life... freedom?? ok la... TRUE frenz?? i hav no ideas on hw 2 differentiate between TRUE n FAKE... bt wat i kno is i'm happy... surround with happiness n joy... tat's is more than enugh... i found back my smile... TQ MY CURRENT FRIENDS... I <3 U ALL~~ MUAKZ..